A lot has changed recently. I finally left my job of 2 1/2 years that Master absolutely hated me working at. I tried to leave once before, last year. But the job I left for had promised a bunch of things that they just didn’t live up to and so I had to go back. It was more like a vacation from the job than anything. I think it was only about a month? Anyway, I knew I wanted to leave and I found a job that offered to match my pay (pay was a big deciding factor as we can’t afford for me to make less than what I was.) so I took it. I have been at my new job for three weeks now and each week I have worked 50 hours with only one day off each week. Next week is 49 hours with only one day off, that day being Thanksgiving. I truly enjoy my new job and am actually already being considered for a supervisor position. Even though I am working a lot more hours and have one day off less a week I am less stressed out. As a result I am not so bitchy when I am home.
Things actually feel like they are going in a better direction for a change.
My landing strip is growing in nicely. Unfortunately given our work schedules there hasn’t been much time for fun. We have done back rubs that have turned into sex and that’s pretty much it. I am not complaining. Not like the sex was bad although I haven’t been allowed to cum. But as long as He is pleased I am happy.
But it would be nice to have a day off together where we could have some play time. A spanking maybe? Sometimes those can feel therapeutic. Not just for me, but for Him as well.
I have not yet found a new shrink that is willing/able to take me on as a patient. But I will get it figured out. Even if I do have to see my old shrink again just to get through I guess. As much as I don’t want to. But it is either that or I don’t have any medication.
Master is working 7 days straight this week. His job is extremely physical so He has been in a lot of pain and very tired.
I wish we could afford a vacation. Actually I wish we could afford to go back to where we went on our honeymoon. And not just for a couple of nights. Like a good three or four nights. But that is a lot of money that we just don’t have. Not to mention having to take the time off of work and figuring out who would take care of the animals while we were away, etc. and so on.
Things are less stressful since I left my old job but I still feel like we need a break. We went out of town two years ago for a weekend and it was so nice and we felt a lot better when we got back.